Crucibles Podcast

Transformational stories

Leadership is forged in defining moments.

A crucible is “a trial and a test — a point of deep self-reflection that forces us to question who we are and what matters to us.” Each episode ventures into one of those moments.

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Episode 51 hr 14 min

Desperately Lonely: Indra Nooyi's Journey from Homesick Student to CEO of PepsiCo

At 22, Indra Nooyi left India for Yale and landed in an empty dorm, lonely, afraid, and unsure if she should stay. She persevered through financial hardship, cultural shocks, and the fear that she might never quite fit in—working night shifts, leaning on new friends, and slowly finding her place.

Those crucible months helped shape her resilience and identity, contributing to a path that would eventually take her to the helm of PepsiCo decades later.

This episode explores the small acts, influential mentors, and bold choices that helped turn a period of profound loneliness into a formative chapter in the life of one of the world’s most consequential business leaders.

Oct 3, 2026
Episode 41 hr 16 min

The Derailment: A Fatal Accident and the Weight of Responsibility (with Lynne LaBonte)

In the middle of the night, a 72‑car, mile‑long oil train began rolling unattended down a gentle grade and reached over 60 mph before failing to negotiate a curve designed for 10 mph. Containers ruptured, oil ignited, and a chain of mechanical, procedural and organizational failures produced an enormous fire that devastated the small town of Lac‑Mégantic, Quebec and killed 47 people.

Sep 1, 2026
Episode 31 hr 13 min

Growth Mindset: MLB Pitcher Jamie Moyer's Improbable Resilience

In 1992, at 29 years old, Jamie Moyer was out of baseball.

Jun 16, 2026

Leadership Lessons

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The stories aren’t about winning or surviving. They’re about meaning, transformation, and the ways hardship reshapes how we see ourselves and the world. Explore the lessons from every episode.

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